“Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call. Go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign because it might never come. Don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.”—Harvey Milk (via spine)
I rode through the desert on a horse with no name.
OMG. Today I had the most amazing, beautiful, inspiring, dream…about…a The WHALE!!!! It was mind-blowing! ahhhhhhhh!!!! No but for real! It was incredible. The best dream I ever had!. In the dream….I was in what was supposed to be my aunt’s house. It was pretty modern, urban looking. I remember in the dream, I kept thinking how cool the house was, and how much I wanted to live there. I had a camera, like one of those Canon/Nikon Professional cameras, and I ran up stairs to take photos. Then I ran out to the balcony of the second floor. The balcony extended all along the side of the second floor, so it was a pretty huge balcony. Overlooking the balcony was ocean water. Out beyond the sea, there was a ship in the far distance. Let’s just say, it was some damn good cinematography…the sky was a sunset orange. I looked to the side and I noticed a building, that was in the ocean, but extended out to the sky. It had glass windows but they were those mirror-like windows…you know, the ones that are super tinted, like mah car’s…and they’re basically like mirrors, but anywaysss….the building extended out towards the sky but it also connected to a cathedral ceiling above the ocean water…yeah it was prettty damn amazing!!!! I looked back out to where the ship was, and then I noticed an eye in the ocean, looking towards me in my direction. Then the eye…it may have stared into my soul…i don’t know. because i was dreaming. and the dream sounds like i was on drugs. but anywaysss….the eye started moving and then it started to emerge from the water…DUDEEE…it was a fricken WHALE!!!!… It was HUGEEEEEE!!!! and GRAY!…it swam towards me, but then it flipped in the air! OMGGGGG…It was soooo biggg!!! seriously….I can’t even describe without freaking out….and then it splashed back into the water…and then….i woke up :(